Tuesday, August 30, 2005 @2:23 pm
oKay.
so i've been complaining a lot about journ right? haha. i know this should be the last template i use, since i complain about print journ so much.
yes i know, i've been changing my blogskins pretty frequently. but i guess i'm gonna be stuck on this one for quite some time. (=
anyway, i think this skin very much depicts what i'm going through at this very moment. in fact, I can't say i've found a better template that better describes my life at this point of time.
my wanting to be simple, my life being complicated with news, and news and more news? this is frustrating. haha. yes. i'm talking about having to write for the paper. i have no idea why i'm having such a hard time, since i kinda liked writing for trib in the first issue? maybe it's got to do with the management. i really, would not know.
i say, if there weren't so much complications within the management, things would have worked out fine. and currently, it seems like the blame is upon us, the writers. yes some may have handed in their stories pretty late, but what happens after that is really, not our problem, UNLESS the editor is fantastic and
doesn't screw up everything and return to us late. If not. I don't see why we should be put to blame. Some times, it's really not our fault we can't get good stories.
look, some of us are taking 8 modules this semester. the way you're talking to us, it's like we only have looking for stories to worry about. and one person says this, another says something else. how can your points of view differ so vastly? i don't get it.
okay enough about the ranting. for journ.
i'm frustrated enough with that as it is, now i've to worry about advert too. advert is not that difficult to do lar. but who's been complaining we've been ill-treating them? someone. i know not who it is (maybe i do), but it's so frustrating when the whole group is trying our best, and isnt it obvious? why make things more difficult by complaining to others? do you actually believe they're listening to you? =/
sorry. i sound very harsh here. but i really don't feel good about this. i believe we've worked well together. we're the strongest group in the whole cohort la come on! get a grip on yourself. we'll have to pull through this thursday.
[edit] I'm currently listening to Fantasy Variations, totally reminds me of the time i went to the James Barnes concert where central band played this piece. and i totally melted at my horn tutor's (Zhong Qing) ultra impressive horn solo. so out of point. but felt like blogging it down. it's 6.17pm, Tuesday. I'm still in school, halfway done with a terribly irritating project. doubt I'd be done before 7.30pm. sob. [edit]